I’ve never been a big fan of labels and title.. I don’t care too much what it’s called, I care more what it is.. That goes for everything material and living.
I have a great sense of who I am, and who I’m meant to be… But I don’t label myself. I don’t throw labels on my character, I never really defined myself.. Too consumed with designing myself. Figuring out what I am and what I’m not, what I like, what I don’t..
We live in a world where labels are what many look for first… Which throws me off cause that’s just a title.. That’s just a name.
I’m building a name for myself, a name that can’t be defined. Which sounds like a cliche cause everything here can be defined. But I don’t want to be defined by a title, a label.. I want to be felt so deeply the label doesn’t matter, a title doesn’t do me justice. I’m aiming to be bigger than any label or title that can be placed upon me.
There are things I identify with; my culture, my interests, desires. They have titles.. But that’s not all I am.
I’m greater than anything I can be labeled even when I’m labeled the greatest, I’ll be greater than that.
In time that will show, I’ve been designing myself for some time.. As I continue, I’ve decided I’ll wear the labels, I’ll take the titles… I just won’t feel obligated to remain boxed in just because I have been labeled and crowned.
My biggest fear is restriction. I’ve been restricted by society and myself on so much I have a paranoia of restriction. I don’t ever want to feel like I can’t do something, whether it’s lack of resources, knowledge, opportunity or connections.. I don’t want to feel like I’m stuck. Like I have to restrict myself to fit in this box I’m put in.. I feel stuck now honestly, a few restrictions seem to be in the way, but like my man warren buffet said, look for 1ft bars to hop over.
I’m working on continuing to plan and execute bigger than the last, but instead of viewing my problems and restrictions as if they’re just as big as my dreams.. I’m minimizing them. Small shit to a giant.. Right? Right.
These last days of 2014 will set off what I need.
2015 will be a special year.
This one certainly has been valuable to my growth and worth…
Goodbye restrictions that comes with labels and titles, I’ll take mine without it.